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VIVIAN TAN
My BIG name is VIVIAN TAN JIAYI
currently studying in opss,
Going to 14 on 6 dec (presents )
LOVES GOD , JUSTIN BIEBER , DANCING & CAREBEARS!
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[GOD] &
[CAREBEARS]
I WANT
{GOOD RESULTS}
{SERVICE EVERY SAT}
{ESS-WHEN THE BELL RINGS}
{ID 2010}
{NORTH'CAMP}
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Saturday, January 30, 2010
hey readers ! hows life ? i now playing
audi with xiang , she helping me lvl up.
woots. pro eh . so sianz la . mother came
out 3 times to call me go sleep . but now
only 1 plus . sigh . ttul bb. pass le wots :D


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Wednesday, January 27, 2010
hey peeps :D back from tuition . Lol!
going to die soon ! argh .. tmr still got
D&T test . wth -.- suck sia .. walao -.-
i gave up everything for you .. why
cant you just do the same ? lgs ,service,
all were put aside for you -.- wth -.- i
just feel that its a waste of time , but i
dun wanto hurt god . neither do i wanto
hurt you , but everything is like , so so
stressed up . argh !!!!!!!!!!!! wat can i do ?
it sucks . i dont wanto live a life like this
when can i stop all this ? how i wish i can
just like , vanish . from this world . which
totally sucks . everything is taking up all of
my time . izzit a temptation to backslide ? i
really wished i could . super pek chek liao la .
need to do art homework . wth -.- wat is the
problem ? cant you just give me a break ??
argh .... if only i was not in this world . why ?
just feel like , just wanto stop all tis nonsense.
it is not fun anymore , it used to be but it is not
right now , this moment . can stop ? i have
alr given up everything for you . even , i gave
up god for you . just wat was i thinking ? i feel
tht i am super stupid can ? give up god for you ?
will this love last forever ? i fear not but gods love
is everlasting ! can you just , be the same ?


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Tuesday, January 26, 2010


true love never dies , it only gets stronger in time . x333

valentine's here , chocolate pls ?? LOL ! tiffanie , if you are reading this post , leave a tag on waT chocolate you want :D not tooo ex pls . LOL!



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Saturday, January 23, 2010
wat is the problem with me ?? sigh , why
cant i just serve god whole heartedly ??
sometimes i feel like going to him but
sometimes i feel like backsliding cos it is
a burden la . why ? i just cant concentrate .
all other non-christian can be free to do
watevr they want . i cant even pierce a
earhole ? is that reasonable ? pls leh, i cant
stand it anymore , posting on blog also need
to think of the consequences ! wth -.- why
cant i just be free ? free to do anything i wan?
izzit really so difficult to serve god and have fun
at the same time ? i really feel like giving up
for many times , but wat encourages me is all
my frens like tifa , daphne , yx , meiyu all this ,
how ? who can help ?


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Friday, January 15, 2010
hey peeps , gonna make this short yeah ??
today , this are the things i did after sch ::
dance , choreograph cny dance , bball(got
caught by major tan -.- ) den went mac slack,
till 6 like that ,went home . so early for friday ,
on com after 8 den played till now , mother
nagging alr . anyway , thanks for keeping my
tagboard alive yeah? love ya . got anything if
urgent can leave it at the cbox, might not be
updating it oftn though . anyway will still reply
your tags so , gtg now . byes :D


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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Hello everyonee . how's life in sch ?

went bball yesterday and today , den

reached home at about 6 plus , later

at 7 still got tuition . sigh .. just recieved

the latest news saying that we cannot

hang out at northpoint ?! wth man ? den

also cannot hang out at kopitiam , hdb

and basketball court eh ? wat is the meaning

of this ?! machiam my mother like that loh , oh,

sorry , my mother also not like that de loh ... -.-

piercing cannot over 5 , nvm .. dye hair need to

account to shepherd.. nth to say , alr super bek chek .

den now tell me hang out with frens at northpoint cant

over 2 hours ? walao eh -.- diao eh .. den like that like

got no freedom loh . what for sia ? do all this for what ?

disciplline ? sorry ar , discipline comes from ourselves ,

even if you call us stop going this places , you think we

wont go ? lol! so funny . who will str away go home after

school ? cant even go out den at home do what ? cant you

all just give me a break ? i am sick and tired of all this alr .

if really like that , serving god is really a burden la , i tot

serving god was surppose to be fun ? why all this rules ?

why need account ? den like that i rather dun go church

liao .. why is it always my mother let you all dun let ? what's

the problem with you ? i really wanto give up you know ? but

the thing is, i really dun wanto , but you guys are pushing your

way too far !! i cant tolerate this anymore .... i really dun want tis

loh , so pls la, can change the rulees? if not i really think i cant

stand it anymore la. why non-christian all like got so much

freedom ? so much time to spend with frens, but all this lgs, service

are taking up my time ... i really am very stressed .. why must it

turned out this way ? i really regretted joining y hope loh, my

free dom are all taken away by all this stupid stuffs ???? wtf is this ?!!!

pls la , stop la can ?!


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OMG !
Saturday, January 9, 2010
7 january was the worst day of my life !!!

my handphone was stolen in school !! by

dont know who ... somemore is my w595 .

and today , 9 january , i dyed back my hair

black again -.- caught by cher , today got the

sec 1 orientation so went back to sch , den went

NP with daphne and eleanor , i opss pupils

everywhere . den after that on escalator got ppl

call my name , den i tot is who i turn to daphne ,

turned to eleanor , den turn back and saw jk and

russell waving retardedly . LOL ! no offence :D

den went to AMK to collect my sim card , and

they say only activate tmr or monday : ( bleh .

ending here . byes :D


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